Mon, 23 Ocotber 2006

My Dear Friends,

I am freaking out! It's 11 am and I need to leave in 15 minutes to get my bone scan results. A million thoughts are going through my head.

First, how did three months pass so fast? Have I done anything significant in those three months? Time is short, I should do something important.

I am second-guessing everything I've done in the past three months. I should have exercised more, drank more green tea, not eaten hamburgers, I don't know.

What if the test is bad? What then?

(Why is this fruit fly buzzing around my head when I'm trying to write!?)

I hate going to the doctor! I have a headache, my gut is messed up, diarrhea, a few dry heaves, the whole bit! What can I hang onto? How can I calm down?

Sigh!

Please pray for me,

Thanks!

Jeanette