Tues, 24 October 2006

My Dear Friends,

I don't know where to start.

Bad news. The cancer is spreading.

The report said "significant disease progression".

It's in the lumbar spine(every part) , the shoulders, the femurs, the lower back, left rib, sternum. I think that's all the parts.

We will switch to a different chemo in the next couple weeks and pray it gives me more time.

Finally got the courage to ask the doctor how long I have. I needed to know. She said 30% chance of two years.

Wow. I feel like a strong spirit trapped in a deteriorating body.

Please, please, hug your children every single day.

Ask your spouse for forgiveness for when you've been mean.

Get on your knees and thank God for your health.

I'm scared. I'm so scared. Please pray for me.

Love,
Jeanette